A Love Profound

I’ll begin my first blog with a little about myself,
-Purpose for creating a blog?

God revealed to me His presence through someone recently with an ordinary life from a distance; though the further I familiarized myself with this individual I started to see the most extraordinary person God has made her(Stephanie), it is so unmistakable how her entire life is utterly fixated in God.

I’ve found it hard to lead when I’m surrounded in an environment where it’s a rare occasion I spend with someone who may be younger than me yet these people who are a part of my daily ritual I never hear my Savior proclaimed by their words, actions, neither is there evidence of Him in their daily lives. I felt like sometimes growing in God and having my life surrounded daily by nothing that glorifies Him becomes an impossible attainment to live up to. I realize though growing and fallowing God is not simply an achievement it is solely a LIFE CALLING. He has called upon me as His child to do so,

“Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.”1 Timothy 4:12

A shocking detail that astonishes me is that I have never met this woman I simply came across her blogs, testimonies, and daily life while looking at a mutual friend’s page. My first impression was considering it coincidental. Though I know not to be so naive to assume such, I am aware that God has purpose in the strange “coincidences” He creates every day, his existence is undeniable in all things.

The first eye catching post of Stephanie’s that I began taking much interest in was a weekend revival, that took place at her house with college women, what they talked over cut me to the deepest core of my convictions. The more I read the more I studied late into the night on God’s word against sexual immorality and what she the arguments she made were undeniable, the evidence in her post shattered all of my excuses.


I had lust upon my heart for a guy, in my Savior's eyes He sees my thoughts, and considers equal to all other sins. My excuses were feeble I tried to justify my conscious by stating, I’m still saving myself I still haven’t have sex. If I would have continued this I now realize I would very soon ruin the opportunity that God has a special person in store for me. If God sees His work in me without someone I am just as blessed if not more because He has more important missions for me. Staying on the track of my blindness I could of easily gave myself to next guy that I would mistake "be the one."

I’m so glad God has awakened me. I’m finding strength and guidance and TRUE COMPLETELY LOVE in Him. I’m eradicating myself of the same routine I distract myself with. This year, this life of mine is His, for His purposes so I may become a woman of virtue grounded upon Him so I may live up to all He has in store

“For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.You will seek me and find me then you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity.I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declares the LORD,"and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile."Jeremiah 29:11-14

God has blessed me with passion, perseverance, above us love. I am so blessed by Him I look forward witnessing His calling for all His children

"A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another."John 13:34


p.s. for those on here who read this, most do not know anything about me. All the photos I publish on here I take..I love taking pictures, I've always wanted to have a very vintage style to my photos. I never been able to achieve that though considering most of the time vintage photos look best with Models, and brick buildings, etc. I've always been attached, and allured to the natural beauty God has made...probably because it’s so much more complex, beautiful, and perfect than mans greatest achievements and creations


Poem I wrote in November I found myself at a cross point deciding on wither I truly live life or sell myself short

Lust, anger, jealousy, envy, selfishness, above all love

All which can eradicate ones heart, the mind fallows once the heart breaks

Nothing satisfies, nor compels one toward the pursuit of happiness

Though doubt along with perception and inquiring upon the being of who I am

With each doubt, question, it brings me closer to the one complete passion I intended for

Life, breath the clearness of certainty in fulfillment in this…

I hope, pray, I draw nearer to this a rare completion in hopes to conquer